December 2011
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Dec 29th
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Do you know that feeling where you want to have a conversation, but you don’t want to try to maintain it? I would rather be with a group of people and have them talk around me, so I would be like a part the group, without really being in the conversation. my words don’t make sense. sigh sigh sigh.
Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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I want to watch Top Gun.
Dec 26th
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 21st
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Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
Listen
Dec 19th
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Dec 18th
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I need to work harder to make this year nice. Can’t let myself be sad. No time, no time, no time.
Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
Dec 18th
I’m going to miss playing the violin. It’s really the one thing that keeps me sane.
Dec 18th
Tonight was so nice, but it’s over and I’m sad.  Today felt so far away, but now it’s over.  Next, Christmas will be over.  Then, we’ll graduate.  I’ll go to college and lose contact with most of you.  It’s strange. I’m so anxious to get out of here, but I don’t want to leave anyone behind.  I feel like I should be documenting everything. 
Dec 18th
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Dec 17th
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Dec 16th
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gmu application submitted.
Dec 16th
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"shostakovich...more like shostakobitch"
I couldn’t agree more.
Dec 16th
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Dec 16th
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Dec 16th
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Dec 16th
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I really just want to go to college so I can start over.  It will be nice. (Also I feel guilty. At 4:10 my mom was having a seizure but I found her soon enough so I didn’t have to call 911. But I just keep thinking how this WILL happen while I’m gone and she won’t have anyone to help. My stepdad doesn’t get home until like 7. I don’t know. I’m worried.)
Dec 16th
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Just added another college to my list…but it’s a secret. I don’t want anyone to laugh.
Dec 15th
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Dec 14th
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Dec 14th
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Dec 14th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 12th
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People I didn’t know kept coming up to me telling me that they were so sorry about what happened to my mother. Over and over and over. I’m sorry for your loss.  I was very confused, because I had just seen her. She took me to school.  I waited outside for her to pick me up, but I couldn’t find her. When all the cars had cleared out, I saw her’s parked in the spot in the...
Dec 12th
Dec 10th
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Dec 10th
I’m getting rid of the red this weekend. I think 4 years is long enough.
Dec 10th
Dec 9th
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Dec 8th
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where do my ticklish muffins fly?: HEY GUYS.... →
anonsenseoctopus: One of my friends is doing her Math Internal Assessment, but she needs some more data. She says, “I need people to do these two Spot the Difference games. *They are being timed. *The timer will not end until you have found all of the differences. Note: the links may or may not work for… SO DESPERATE.
Dec 6th
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Dec 6th
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I feel like: cutting 60% of my hair off dying my hair a different color getting my third ear piercing any of those.
Dec 6th